Wednesday, July 26, 2006
finally i'm able to update my blog after such a long time
hmmm... life's getting better ... getting a hang on myself
my life
my attitude
my idea..
and my mind
managed to finally fulfill some promises i made to myself..
well..
polo have been doing welll
2 weeks no bball.... getting sucky lol
but nvmm i believe i can get it back
next month main exams.. wow!
impressive..
and i got a new job..
ppl ... mani ppl tell mi tt it's not going to work for mi..
guys doesn't mean it's bad to u means it's bad to me
it's up to us whether we think it's good or bad..
but i'm sure i gonna succeed
i will get my car next yr
live in a pvt apartment 2 yrs form now..
make my first million by 23... tt's my goals..
thanks JM... for calling mi for the past 7 months lol..
gtg..
d.m
hmmm... life's getting better ... getting a hang on myself
my life
my attitude
my idea..
and my mind
managed to finally fulfill some promises i made to myself..
well..
polo have been doing welll
2 weeks no bball.... getting sucky lol
but nvmm i believe i can get it back
next month main exams.. wow!
impressive..
and i got a new job..
ppl ... mani ppl tell mi tt it's not going to work for mi..
guys doesn't mean it's bad to u means it's bad to me
it's up to us whether we think it's good or bad..
but i'm sure i gonna succeed
i will get my car next yr
live in a pvt apartment 2 yrs form now..
make my first million by 23... tt's my goals..
thanks JM... for calling mi for the past 7 months lol..
gtg..
d.m
friendsforever;
12:00 AM
12:00 AM
Friday, July 14, 2006
just came back from bball.. and finished bathing gosh so tired
leaving for work soon after this...
starting at 12... lol.. crazy rite ? lol tt's mi!! zzzzz=.=
being lame..
alrite..
todae bball sux to the core... not others but mi
i suck i sux i truly sux... train for 2 weeks..
at least thot i improved for goodness sake.. but instead
ok la... gtg for work liaoz... ok la bye!
dEs.mAtt™
leaving for work soon after this...
starting at 12... lol.. crazy rite ? lol tt's mi!! zzzzz=.=
being lame..
alrite..
todae bball sux to the core... not others but mi
i suck i sux i truly sux... train for 2 weeks..
at least thot i improved for goodness sake.. but instead
ok la... gtg for work liaoz... ok la bye!
dEs.mAtt™
friendsforever;
11:34 PM
11:34 PM
well well todae... i'm back at simei to stay
gosh it's seriously damn tiring to run abt i shall say
went back to 149 to play with my brothers... wasn't a nice feeling after all..
it sux... zzzz
=.=
but at least i get to tok much with my brothers..
finally get to see them after ... 3 weeks
damn time pass damn fast and todae's alreadi fri ...
wee hrs of fri..
i'm gonna concentrate on..
polo
bball
studies
and
work
and of cos... family
other nonsense like surfing the net and stuff will have to wait till i settle my studies first lol
well well
it's easier said than done
but i'm sure i'll be able to do it...
wa... yang your mouth realli swell..
much bigger than mr lup lol..
3 sitches sia..
gosh tt hurts.. it's like duh!!!
well...
gonna slp soon...
signing off....
des.mAtt™
gosh it's seriously damn tiring to run abt i shall say
went back to 149 to play with my brothers... wasn't a nice feeling after all..
it sux... zzzz
=.=
but at least i get to tok much with my brothers..
finally get to see them after ... 3 weeks
damn time pass damn fast and todae's alreadi fri ...
wee hrs of fri..
i'm gonna concentrate on..
polo
bball
studies
and
work
and of cos... family
other nonsense like surfing the net and stuff will have to wait till i settle my studies first lol
well well
it's easier said than done
but i'm sure i'll be able to do it...
wa... yang your mouth realli swell..
much bigger than mr lup lol..
3 sitches sia..
gosh tt hurts.. it's like duh!!!
well...
gonna slp soon...
signing off....
des.mAtt™
friendsforever;
1:54 AM
1:54 AM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
weet!!! back from sch..
went to 85 with joel just now and and his friend
i think her name is amber ??? or ember ??? dunno how to spell
just finished polo training gosh.. i'm surprised.. i could still swim in fact... better ?
much much faster now... improving i guess... carn wait for AUG U20 polo tournament ..
it sure set my heart on fire guys...
alot of basics just now..
couldn't do it as fast as the others... but still i complete them
despite the pain from my back and ankle was totally unbearable
hey guys.. i'm a real MAN... i can bear pains
wad lame thot of mine lol...
i'm thinking of being a bouncer haha
in ZOUK together with joel
weet.. but he said i was too small in size
eh... i agreed too
so wass now..
go gym and train lorr... bo bian
eh... no one believe i'm single ar... eh ppl i say one more time... i'm single.. totally single
alrite!!???
darius u see tt ?? i'm single stop thinking i'm attached!!
wa gosh.. haven been playing ball with my bros at 149..
sad sad... sorri ar.. lately super duper.. busy man..
hmmm gonna take a nap now.. super worn out
WorkINg toWards!!
lol
tt's lame ok la bye!!
™d.M™
went to 85 with joel just now and and his friend
i think her name is amber ??? or ember ??? dunno how to spell
just finished polo training gosh.. i'm surprised.. i could still swim in fact... better ?
much much faster now... improving i guess... carn wait for AUG U20 polo tournament ..
it sure set my heart on fire guys...
alot of basics just now..
couldn't do it as fast as the others... but still i complete them
despite the pain from my back and ankle was totally unbearable
hey guys.. i'm a real MAN... i can bear pains
wad lame thot of mine lol...
i'm thinking of being a bouncer haha
in ZOUK together with joel
weet.. but he said i was too small in size
eh... i agreed too
so wass now..
go gym and train lorr... bo bian
eh... no one believe i'm single ar... eh ppl i say one more time... i'm single.. totally single
alrite!!???
darius u see tt ?? i'm single stop thinking i'm attached!!
wa gosh.. haven been playing ball with my bros at 149..
sad sad... sorri ar.. lately super duper.. busy man..
hmmm gonna take a nap now.. super worn out
WorkINg toWards!!
lol
tt's lame ok la bye!!
™d.M™
friendsforever;
12:26 AM
12:26 AM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
yo...i'm back from work.. gosh lately i have been very very tired super tired.. maybe just tt i'm bored dead bored with the work i'm with now.. but nevertheless studies have been picking up real fine i love it!! haha realli not joking serious .. hmmm..
maths i have been getting the hang of it.. so is P.O.D..oh ya mct too.. so now left with ??? haha it will be prog auto.. even though it's truly a course not of my taste but since i chose to be in it.. i have to like it love it..
it's been settled.. i gonna play 2 sports.. bball and polo yup yup..
both are the main pillars of my life besides my family and brothers...
it's gonna get very very busy seriously busy..
yang
wee
skin
sheng
hao
lincoln
guys i seriously miss u guys play maple.. bball and spending the late nitez watching world cup lol haha...
i'm not gonna let my brothers down or my team mates i gonna work hard for intercon and u-20...
cheers!! gtg slp.. test tmr...zzz -.-
™dEs.mAtt™
empTy_h3ArT
maths i have been getting the hang of it.. so is P.O.D..oh ya mct too.. so now left with ??? haha it will be prog auto.. even though it's truly a course not of my taste but since i chose to be in it.. i have to like it love it..
it's been settled.. i gonna play 2 sports.. bball and polo yup yup..
both are the main pillars of my life besides my family and brothers...
it's gonna get very very busy seriously busy..
yang
wee
skin
sheng
hao
lincoln
guys i seriously miss u guys play maple.. bball and spending the late nitez watching world cup lol haha...
i'm not gonna let my brothers down or my team mates i gonna work hard for intercon and u-20...
cheers!! gtg slp.. test tmr...zzz -.-
™dEs.mAtt™
empTy_h3ArT
friendsforever;
12:44 AM
12:44 AM
Monday, July 03, 2006
todae i had classes till 1pm... gosh it was damn bloody hell boring but i still managed to survuved thru.. erm.. did my project and lab tutor said i was doing perfectly fine.. kinda happi abt it..
seriously.. many things have been going thru and across my mind.. it seems tt i haven forgotten abt nicole..it's been 3 months ?? but haiz... wad can i do man ??? we haven been realli toking except for todae... esp much abt 3/4 smses... abt her race.. well congrats den.. haiz.. damn stress ar..
i always tell my bros wad to do dun feel sad and when they are feeling down i go over to their hse and acc them... make sure they ok if not pei them
but whenever i'm feeling low..i'm alone.. not be cos they dun care abt mi but they are plain lazy they just dun wanna come over my hse and pei mi... zzzz...
i thot i have forgotten abt her... but everytime.. when ppl mention db..or i walk pass the stadium,reservoir or the pool.. i always have memories of mi seeing her there.. even outside the lib cos this are the places i'm so used to seeing her... or whenever the train or bus passes by her place.. gosh tt feeling sux.. totally... i dunno wad to do how to manage it or how to get over and done with it ?
my heart!!......... it feels as though it damn empty... an eMpTy_h3ArT... real empty.. it' like there a millions of ppl standing on it... it feels so.... crushed ???
even until now.. i carn stop sit and have a clear thought..
bball or polo..
i wanna give neither of them up
i wanna excel in both
both are my life my soul and my happiness
i feel the satisfaction when i'm playing them.. it feels so... good ???
my throat's dry... heart's empty.. mind is cloudy, my soul is uncertain and my life is messy
GOD!!?? why me??
i carn stay in simei anymore.. fuk man.. i will miss simei.. i dun wanna move..
i wan my dad and mum to be with mi.. i hate the feeling of being alone..bro is sailing..
mum's sick... dad's working...i look after my sis... but... i dun get to go back simei and see dad..
i dun get to see mum at grandma's place cos i have bball polo training to attend to.. and to work..
fuk.. i feel so.. so... haha dunno wad to say..
i guess tt's it..
the more i say the sadden i will be.. haiz
life just not rite for mi
™dEs.mAtt™
seriously.. many things have been going thru and across my mind.. it seems tt i haven forgotten abt nicole..it's been 3 months ?? but haiz... wad can i do man ??? we haven been realli toking except for todae... esp much abt 3/4 smses... abt her race.. well congrats den.. haiz.. damn stress ar..
i always tell my bros wad to do dun feel sad and when they are feeling down i go over to their hse and acc them... make sure they ok if not pei them
but whenever i'm feeling low..i'm alone.. not be cos they dun care abt mi but they are plain lazy they just dun wanna come over my hse and pei mi... zzzz...
i thot i have forgotten abt her... but everytime.. when ppl mention db..or i walk pass the stadium,reservoir or the pool.. i always have memories of mi seeing her there.. even outside the lib cos this are the places i'm so used to seeing her... or whenever the train or bus passes by her place.. gosh tt feeling sux.. totally... i dunno wad to do how to manage it or how to get over and done with it ?
my heart!!......... it feels as though it damn empty... an eMpTy_h3ArT... real empty.. it' like there a millions of ppl standing on it... it feels so.... crushed ???
even until now.. i carn stop sit and have a clear thought..
bball or polo..
i wanna give neither of them up
i wanna excel in both
both are my life my soul and my happiness
i feel the satisfaction when i'm playing them.. it feels so... good ???
my throat's dry... heart's empty.. mind is cloudy, my soul is uncertain and my life is messy
GOD!!?? why me??
i carn stay in simei anymore.. fuk man.. i will miss simei.. i dun wanna move..
i wan my dad and mum to be with mi.. i hate the feeling of being alone..bro is sailing..
mum's sick... dad's working...i look after my sis... but... i dun get to go back simei and see dad..
i dun get to see mum at grandma's place cos i have bball polo training to attend to.. and to work..
fuk.. i feel so.. so... haha dunno wad to say..
i guess tt's it..
the more i say the sadden i will be.. haiz
life just not rite for mi
™dEs.mAtt™
friendsforever;
3:36 PM
3:36 PM
hey hey.. haha this's my first entry for this blog
was using friendster's blog but i felt it was BORING!!!
SIMUN!!! THANKS ALOT FOR YOUR CONTRIBUTIONS TO THIS BLOG.. I GUESS.. ALOT!!! HAHA
well well.. this sem i haven been doing well in anything ???
studies failed... bball like fuck.. polo training seems to be sucky for mi
just came back from sbc after watching youth cup tournament...
the feeling.. it sux.. imagine if i was able to play.. i wouldn't feel so fuk up
but well.. things have alreadi past.. it's a past a memory..a history
guess i'll just have to focus now...
studies polo bball and every other things last of my mind
i dun wanna think abt any other thing
intercon is coming.. not placing any high hopes for it.. if can just go in and have somemore
bball experience points... so i can lvl up.. lol wad a lame thot
gosh now i have to seriously buck up.. and i'm trying to reconfigure my mind set towards
my studies and sports.. i have been lazzing ard alot lately so yup! i'm gonna try my best
aug=die
inter-con tournament
polo 20-u tournament
den.. zzz main examz..
wtf i'm sure gonna die man
oh ya.. hao jy and yang sorri abt todae.. wrong and stupid mistake of mine to ask some one else to join sorri my bad;)
alrite den.. i gonna prepare for sch tmr!!! lol
™dEs.mAtt™
was using friendster's blog but i felt it was BORING!!!
SIMUN!!! THANKS ALOT FOR YOUR CONTRIBUTIONS TO THIS BLOG.. I GUESS.. ALOT!!! HAHA
well well.. this sem i haven been doing well in anything ???
studies failed... bball like fuck.. polo training seems to be sucky for mi
just came back from sbc after watching youth cup tournament...
the feeling.. it sux.. imagine if i was able to play.. i wouldn't feel so fuk up
but well.. things have alreadi past.. it's a past a memory..a history
guess i'll just have to focus now...
studies polo bball and every other things last of my mind
i dun wanna think abt any other thing
intercon is coming.. not placing any high hopes for it.. if can just go in and have somemore
bball experience points... so i can lvl up.. lol wad a lame thot
gosh now i have to seriously buck up.. and i'm trying to reconfigure my mind set towards
my studies and sports.. i have been lazzing ard alot lately so yup! i'm gonna try my best
aug=die
inter-con tournament
polo 20-u tournament
den.. zzz main examz..
wtf i'm sure gonna die man
oh ya.. hao jy and yang sorri abt todae.. wrong and stupid mistake of mine to ask some one else to join sorri my bad;)
alrite den.. i gonna prepare for sch tmr!!! lol
™dEs.mAtt™
friendsforever;
12:03 AM
12:03 AM