Tuesday, January 30, 2007
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle,
when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar...
and the coffee...
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.
He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full
They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. "Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognise that this jar represents your life.? The golf balls are the important things. Your family, your children, your faith, your health,?your friends, and your favourite passions. Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter. Your job, your house, and your car. The sand?is everything else. The small stuff.?If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first, the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand. One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."
after reading this i realised i have done alot of grave mistakes
after reading this i realised wadz more impt
after reading this i felt gulity
stupid, and .....................................................................................
i dun wanna feel the sadness anymore
i dun wanna think abt anything anymore
i dun wanna be alone anymore
i dun wanna be moodless anymore
i dun wanna be doing everything on my own anymore
i wanna be my family
i wanna be with my brothers skin lincoln yang simon
i wanna be with my friends
bball: simei 149 ;
jj, jy, yw,zx,wy,zq,zx
hua tien;
gr,F'E,Zh,YL,WL,marvin many many more
i wanna be with my closest friends;
jul,rus,joseph...HTTC....
i wanna hang out with my sec sch friends
i wanna this
i wanna that
there's so many things that i have missed out ever since i started working
i wanna go to church like before
i wanna pray like before
i wanna feel the comfort of GOD by my side once again
i wanna................. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN IT!
is there a choice for mi ?
i wanna work enjoy bartending and all of the abv am i ?
having a gf dun fucking hell matter anymore, cos i have too many bad points too
i wanna be with my cuzzies
i wanna mah jong
i wanna lan
i wanna slack
i wanna ton
i wanna do this and that and this and this......
now life in the bar is soooOOOOO bored?????
my mentor AM BOYAN is no longer here to cont teaching me
while i still rmb how he taught me to flare, to perform in the bar
to be a good barman
but well i dun get to see him in the bar
but he told mi tt we can still cont learning flare...
todae was indochine forbidden cocktail champage competition...
i came in 2nd with DINO was really surprised, 1st was SHAH...
gonna rep forbidden in the finals at water front bar savanh...
hmmm... AM told me he is proud of me...
well i will do my best to get the champ!
haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz.... tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk........
if only i have ppl going down to support me ... i wonder... will there be any ?!?!?!?!? maybe not ??? maybe yes ??? i haven broke the news to my xiong di....
but well tt's all
deS.mAtT(e 1 n only)
when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar...
and the coffee...
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.
He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full
They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. "Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognise that this jar represents your life.? The golf balls are the important things. Your family, your children, your faith, your health,?your friends, and your favourite passions. Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter. Your job, your house, and your car. The sand?is everything else. The small stuff.?If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first, the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand. One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."
after reading this i realised i have done alot of grave mistakes
after reading this i realised wadz more impt
after reading this i felt gulity
stupid, and .....................................................................................
i dun wanna feel the sadness anymore
i dun wanna think abt anything anymore
i dun wanna be alone anymore
i dun wanna be moodless anymore
i dun wanna be doing everything on my own anymore
i wanna be my family
i wanna be with my brothers skin lincoln yang simon
i wanna be with my friends
bball: simei 149 ;
jj, jy, yw,zx,wy,zq,zx
hua tien;
gr,F'E,Zh,YL,WL,marvin many many more
i wanna be with my closest friends;
jul,rus,joseph...HTTC....
i wanna hang out with my sec sch friends
i wanna this
i wanna that
there's so many things that i have missed out ever since i started working
i wanna go to church like before
i wanna pray like before
i wanna feel the comfort of GOD by my side once again
i wanna................. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN IT!
is there a choice for mi ?
i wanna work enjoy bartending and all of the abv am i ?
having a gf dun fucking hell matter anymore, cos i have too many bad points too
i wanna be with my cuzzies
i wanna mah jong
i wanna lan
i wanna slack
i wanna ton
i wanna do this and that and this and this......
now life in the bar is soooOOOOO bored?????
my mentor AM BOYAN is no longer here to cont teaching me
while i still rmb how he taught me to flare, to perform in the bar
to be a good barman
but well i dun get to see him in the bar
but he told mi tt we can still cont learning flare...
todae was indochine forbidden cocktail champage competition...
i came in 2nd with DINO was really surprised, 1st was SHAH...
gonna rep forbidden in the finals at water front bar savanh...
hmmm... AM told me he is proud of me...
well i will do my best to get the champ!
haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz.... tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk........
if only i have ppl going down to support me ... i wonder... will there be any ?!?!?!?!? maybe not ??? maybe yes ??? i haven broke the news to my xiong di....
but well tt's all
deS.mAtT(e 1 n only)
friendsforever;
2:14 AM
2:14 AM
Friday, January 19, 2007
another lonely day again....
thurs had sch went for lesson was half dead ...
had a new hair cut with skinny jia jian sheng and qi
again have to ps them for bb
damn..................................................................
thurs' function was not tt busy but kinda fun cos the dj played the songs i loved
flaired a little in front of fellow bar man but still it's not smooth yet
pants was burnt by am and sam
saw the fire ... wanted to take out the tissue but boyan splashed 2 fucking huge jar of water and my pants got all wet... it's was... so cold!!!!! lol
but well it was so fun after all
she had broken up with mi for 3 weeks already, so near yet so far i sill miss her i still do... no matter wad i do i'm always having her in my mind argh!!
but well i guess i'm starting to like someone again........ which was 2 yrs back in 2005 when i was still in indo chine and have yet to leave the place...
lol.... but whether or not if i wanna make a move
tt's really an unknown to me man............
alright now's 5.30 am... and i gtg bathe and rest till 7 before i prepare for sch
gtg man
see ya dudes!!!
dEs.mAtt (one and only)
thurs had sch went for lesson was half dead ...
had a new hair cut with skinny jia jian sheng and qi
again have to ps them for bb
damn..................................................................
thurs' function was not tt busy but kinda fun cos the dj played the songs i loved
flaired a little in front of fellow bar man but still it's not smooth yet
pants was burnt by am and sam
saw the fire ... wanted to take out the tissue but boyan splashed 2 fucking huge jar of water and my pants got all wet... it's was... so cold!!!!! lol
but well it was so fun after all
she had broken up with mi for 3 weeks already, so near yet so far i sill miss her i still do... no matter wad i do i'm always having her in my mind argh!!
but well i guess i'm starting to like someone again........ which was 2 yrs back in 2005 when i was still in indo chine and have yet to leave the place...
lol.... but whether or not if i wanna make a move
tt's really an unknown to me man............
alright now's 5.30 am... and i gtg bathe and rest till 7 before i prepare for sch
gtg man
see ya dudes!!!
dEs.mAtt (one and only)
friendsforever;
5:17 AM
5:17 AM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
well well well it has a long time since i last blogged... abt 1 month ?"
this 1 month gosh it's like fuck hmmm not really i guess it's just tt my gf broke up with me with the reason that her mum dun allow us to be together haiz... but still i carn accept this reason for the brk up... it hurts mi so much , i had no choice but to accept her decision. it has been a long time since i found a gal like her hu makes me so happy everytime i see her, we do quarrel every month it's like only once a month we quarrel ??? and fuck man it's not like we quarrel every single time or wad. tt's so arggghhhh....
nahz forget abt it, completely moodless, the love that once occupies my heart and make my everydae life wonderfully good. it's now gone, completely shattered, shattered shattered shattered. fuck fuck fuck!! feeling so low now really low.
forget abt this next few things to update
term test results are out and i failed cktcs and net fund dunno ab my pedrive results... i dun understand y she wanted to have a brk up esp on the first dae of my paper and ironically i failed my majors... shit man gonna have a hard time catchin up again...
next
i rarely work at sitel now, i'm into bar tending, it's tough rmbering all the cocktails recipe and stuff but still it's enjoying and fun. full of excitement
the bros at forbidden city are the best.. i got a very good mentor his name is am even though his expectations are very high but still haha i will learn more rite guys ??? soon i'm gonna catch up with him and weet!!!! haha i hope i will be better than him so tt he would be proud of mi!!!
the name list
am
astri
hazmi
hafiz
hanis
dee dee
hairul
yup yup yup all the part timers!!!! gogogo!!!!
now my feelings completely mixed up sad and happiness
upset cos my heart's empty
happy cos i enjoy my work
yup yup yup
sorry abt tt guys, haven been updating much but i will try my best to update much more often alrite ("p)
signing off
dEsmAtT™
this 1 month gosh it's like fuck hmmm not really i guess it's just tt my gf broke up with me with the reason that her mum dun allow us to be together haiz... but still i carn accept this reason for the brk up... it hurts mi so much , i had no choice but to accept her decision. it has been a long time since i found a gal like her hu makes me so happy everytime i see her, we do quarrel every month it's like only once a month we quarrel ??? and fuck man it's not like we quarrel every single time or wad. tt's so arggghhhh....
nahz forget abt it, completely moodless, the love that once occupies my heart and make my everydae life wonderfully good. it's now gone, completely shattered, shattered shattered shattered. fuck fuck fuck!! feeling so low now really low.
forget abt this next few things to update
term test results are out and i failed cktcs and net fund dunno ab my pedrive results... i dun understand y she wanted to have a brk up esp on the first dae of my paper and ironically i failed my majors... shit man gonna have a hard time catchin up again...
next
i rarely work at sitel now, i'm into bar tending, it's tough rmbering all the cocktails recipe and stuff but still it's enjoying and fun. full of excitement
the bros at forbidden city are the best.. i got a very good mentor his name is am even though his expectations are very high but still haha i will learn more rite guys ??? soon i'm gonna catch up with him and weet!!!! haha i hope i will be better than him so tt he would be proud of mi!!!
the name list
am
astri
hazmi
hafiz
hanis
dee dee
hairul
yup yup yup all the part timers!!!! gogogo!!!!
now my feelings completely mixed up sad and happiness
upset cos my heart's empty
happy cos i enjoy my work
yup yup yup
sorry abt tt guys, haven been updating much but i will try my best to update much more often alrite ("p)
signing off
dEsmAtT™
friendsforever;
2:39 AM
2:39 AM