9 days have past and only 9 days... damn it ... something happened that created such a huge blow to me and my family... argh really dunno wad to do rite now...
damn stressed, confused and restless.... i just wanna mum to be well again

i rather me suffering the pain rather than mum, i wanna take everything that's making her suffering to me, i'm willing to suffer instead of mum... argh!!!!

today went over to bar opiume to compete, got 3rd place was hoping to get first though, don said i lost out in timing, my cocktail had high difficulty so yup looks like i will have to prepare for the next up coming com.... GOD knows when and i'm gonna try harder!

19th anniversary of valentines lonliness, looks like i will be spending 14th feb at work yup yup yup... but well it's kinda good though, i enjoy working

am boyan... i would like to train with u flaring soon......

yeap, i'm really tired now, gonna have some rest....
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3:01 AM