<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/30129239?origin\x3dhttp://alifesimpleyetcomplicated.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

Saturday, March 29, 2008


thanks ppl for the wishes for my birthdae
thanks alot
thanks to my bros
my sis'
friends
and
not forgetting the girl whom i can't help falling in love with

when i read all those msges, i almost teared
cos i din expect anyone to rmb my b'dae but u guys did thanks!

to SALLY....i was on the transport back home and i heard this song which reminded me of u..
Do you feel me girl ?

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU by Shakin' Stevens

If I got down on my knees and I pleaded with you,
if I crossed a million oceans just to be with you
,Would you ever let me down?
If I climbed the highest mountain just to hold you tight,
if I said that I would love you every single night,
Would you ever let me down?
Well, I'm sorry if it sounds kinda sad,
it's just that I'm worried, so worried that you'll let me down.
Because I love you, love you, love you, so don't let me down.
If I swam the longest river just to call your name,
if I said the way I feel for you would never change,
Would you ever fool around?
Well, I'm sorry if it sounds kinds bad, it's just that
I'm worried, I'm so worried that you'll let me down.
Because I love you, love you.
Well I'm sorry if it sounds kinds bad, it's just that
I'm worried, Yes, I'm so worried that you'll let me down.
Because I love you, love you, Oooh, I love you, love you, love you.

friendsforever;
6:31 AM


Friday, March 28, 2008


stop or cont ?
spare me the heart ache
it suck

how i wish 29th march doesn't come any sonner.
it's so meaningless already.

friendsforever;
2:28 PM


Tuesday, March 25, 2008


DAMN IT HAHA

saw that sat there will another event

dunno wth is tt

ms earth singapore. means wad

busy like fuck

on 29TH MARCH SOMEMORE!!!!!!!

ANY IDEA HOW SPEECIAL IS TT DAY TO ME ?!?!?!?!

!@#$%^&*

friendsforever;
7:43 AM




i miss u girl :(
i wonder what is there i can do
of cos i really wanna be with u
but it seems so impossible

friendsforever;
12:09 AM


Monday, March 24, 2008


You're way too beautiful, girl,
That's why it'll never work.
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over.
Damn all these beautiful girls,
They only want to do you dirt,
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over.

See, it started at the park
Used to chill after dark
Oh, when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Cause we both thought that love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung, oh
We didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said that we couldn't last together (last together)
See, it's very defined, girl
You're one of a kind,
But you mush up my mind,
You often get declined,
Oh Lord, my baby's driving me crazy.

You're way too beautiful, girl,
That's why it'll never work.
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
[ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/an ]
When you say it's over.
Damn all these beautiful girls,
They only want to do you dirt,
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over.

It was back in '99,
Watching movies all the time,
Oh, when I went away
For doing my first crime
And I never thought that we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mommy moved me down south
Oh, I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)
See, it's very defined, girl
You're one of a kind,
But you mush up my mind,
You often get declined,
Oh Lord, my baby's driving me crazy.

You're way too beautiful, girl,
That's why it'll never work.
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over.
Damn all these beautiful girls,
They only want to do you dirt,
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over.

Now we are fussing and now we're fighting
Please tell me why, I'm feeling slighted
And I don't know how to make it better (make it better)
You're dating other guys
You're telling me lies
Oh, I can't believe what I'm seeing with my eyes
I'm losing my mind and I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)

You're way too beautiful, girl,
That's why it'll never work.
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over.








I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Yeah yeah I remember
when I was hanging with my friends
That's when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that I would be your baby (be your baby)
You try to spit some game
Asking me girl what ya name
All that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that
We'll have fun together (fun together)
I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I dirty wine I know your only mine
Tonight is yours
Tomorrow's for another guy (another guy)
I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
You've been calling me
Leaving messages all week cuz ya curiosity
Got ya knees weak
I'm not looking for a man
So I don't want no confusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my queue to go
So I hit the door I left you hot
With your mind used to running wild (running wild)
I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I dirty wine
I know your only mine
If you stick around
Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love)
I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Now a couple months have past
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should've known
That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)
I mash up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don't be surprised
That I'm seeing other guys
I'm too young to settle
And you should've known better (known better)
Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)
We're only gonna do your dirt (cos I'll have)
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal When I say it's over




(I SING TO U GIRL, YOUR SMILE'S TOO ADDICTIVE TO ME)
Want to, but I can’t help it
I love the way it feels,
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy
and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it
when I don’tTell myself
I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won't

I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

And it’s all because of you [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,She’s the sweetest drug

Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done,Only concern is the next time, I’m gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

And it’s all because of you (all because of you) [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,She’s the sweetest drug
Ain’t no doubt, so strung out [2X]
Over you, over you, over you
Because of you,
And it’s all because of you,
Never get enough
She’s the sweetest drug, she’s the sweetest drug

friendsforever;
1:42 PM




monday blues....
i stumbled upon this from gillian's blog

Friends
Anyone can stand by you when you are right, but a Friend will stand by you even when you are wrong...


A simple friend identifies himself when he calls. A real friend doesn't have to.

A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life. A real friend says, "What's new with you?

A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent. A real friend says, "You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years.

Get off your duff and do something about it."A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them. A real friend expects to always be there for you!

i find this exceptionally true though, who's the simple and who's the REAL ?
in doubt ...

i slpt throughout the last 2 days
looking at my calender...DAMN IT TOMMORROW'S MY SUPP!!
argh!!!! have not even study a single bit damn it!

i miss my friends!
my brothers, bb 149, bb team, church besties , polo mates
ever since i started working in nightlife, none of you i have really met and have a nice good chat. argh

i do miss my family the most though..
mummy, diane, daniel, nicholas i how i wish i could spend time with you guys :D


S....S....S.... how i wish time could pass faster for me to see you soon ... i miss u

friendsforever;
9:25 AM


Sunday, March 23, 2008


yawnz yawnz yawnz
ytd was a fucking long night with fucking irritating customers whom refused to f uc ki n g que up.IDIOTS, but met some nice fellows though. cheers :)
free flow from 10pm to 1am that was a killer though, real killer.
worked none stop and only stop for 1 smoke break.
was on medication last night, and drank a little suffering from my stupid actions once again.

i kept yearning to see her last night :(
with her little fairy costume, she looked so... gosh cute sweet and lovely :(

I MISS HER BADLY NOW THOUGH...

wtf!!! somebody save me! DAD MADE ME HONEY LEMON WITH GARLIC THAT SUCK!!!!

ok back to blogging. count down next sat my birthdae :) , but carn enjoy it

free flow event yet again oh gosh...... ARGHHHHHHH
but well if i can get to see S... i guess it would be fine though no matter how tough it is

SLP SLP

friendsforever;
3:00 PM


Saturday, March 22, 2008


restless restless restless ...
couldn't get to work last night, geez. sianzation
somehow or another i had no strength , totally weak to walk.
in the end never work loh wad to do ?
10hrs of work= 70 bucks flew away just like tt.
means 7 packs of cigg= 70 bucks flew away. damnnnnn

weak weak, when will i ever get out of weak state. DIE SUA :)

recently i kept thinking alot
by the time i'm done with poly will be 20 half. after NS will aprox. 23
work 3 years to save up for degree= 26
after tt 3yrs plus/4 yrs will be 30
work to stablized income 31/32
wen will get married ?
put marriage aside, i guess someone with my temper , no girls will want.
i guess i would have to put it aside.
next when will i get a nice stable job of my interest and passion with nice pay
hard to fine

work work at 7pm....
wonder if i can last thru the nights

friendsforever;
1:53 PM


Wednesday, March 19, 2008


it's march, and next sat would be my birthdae. hmmm doesn't seem anything much sometimes u know, it doesn't seems exciting to be reaching birthdaes when u noe u got to work. lol how nice and wonderful would that be
and besides i have been ill for the past 1 week or so. terrible and horrible
looks like there's some problems with me i guess.
i would even throw up water how terrible can it get. so afraid of eating or drinking anything right now. lost weight yet again. sianzation
hmmm
failed 2 papers, yea they were easy yet i couldn't pass them. funny.
i find it hard to study, i wonder y
anybody have any solutions ??
hehe
alright i'm off to study :)

friendsforever;
10:38 PM