it's been a long time since i last update this blog hmmm ...
lately i've been filled with many unforseen problems , emotionally unstability
i wonder what on earth is happening to me ?

many things are ging on my mind..... i guess it's plenty
plenty plenty plenty

got to know this guy named BEN months back thru a friend named marvin
we were first just normal bball friends, those kind of street aqquaintance?
overtime we met , and became good friends , started knowing each other better over time
thru bball, hmmm ... he brought me to club in malaysia , and the guys out there taught me how to dance..
and i kinda like it ..
lately POWER HOUSE have been a place i would go piur out ll my emotions thru dancing with my brothers , and i will feel good ..
dancing dancing and nothing but dancing

seeing girls in club doesn't really make me so WOW! like how the other guys would ...
ever since my last relationship, i'm starting to have the phobia and fear for girls ...
not saying i'm gay but yea ... haha

show u guys my brothers....







this are my brothers ... they bring me back onto my feet ... making my life a little better ... a step closer to the old desmond ... the true desmond


i miss nightlife .... so fucking much ....










hmmm i kinda miss my life in the past ..
army ... really make me so dull and serious ...
i realised one thing , when i'm smiling always... there will always be remarks ..
REGULAR STILL NOT SERIOUS ... ALWAYS SMILING
sick and enough of it ... i changed unknowingly ....


suddenly i miss her , And i know we can't be together .....
my career is my priority but well, i thank u so much girl, u made me happy last time ..
very very happy truly madly deeply do ...
and if need me to say , i truly love u so much when we were together

i'm sorry my temper was really bad , and i neglected u so much when i was focusing so much on work work and work ....







I REALISED I CAN'T SEEM TO CONTROL MY TEMPER ANYMORE .... i just hoping career will turn out fine , i can get my studies done soon ... and yup
if i have better luck , maybe some girl might step into my life ? =D
i'm waiting ... what a nice "dreams"

friendsforever;
12:24 AM