TIME TRULY FLIES WITH A BLINK OF EYE

sometimes it just seems like i have got no one to turn to, or speak to.
it seems like there's absolutely no one that i am able to speak to, and it just seems like i am hanging off the hook by my heart and there's a feeling there i hate most

Years has passed and it seems like the relationship within my family hasn't gotten any better and why does it have to be this way of all ? of all the times i kept trying my best to help speed up the process of patching things up and up to my disappointment it had never gotten any better . In fact it's worst.

Dad's condition's getting worst, and i have got no idea when's he's going to get better.
I just hope that somehow or another that he will be able to get a home soon so that things will better i guess... am sick of all the quarrels etc...

Working in ARMY is hectic at times but it's alright i guess..... many times i tend to ponder if there's any chance of me succeeding outside of government sector ? it seems like only through qualifications that one was advance in their career faster than the other and why must it be this way ? it's a hard fact of life...

and when will things be getting any better ? I WANNA EARN MORE MONEY, A CAREER WHICH I LOVE TO BE IN AND $$$$$$ .....

friendsforever;
11:59 PM