Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Sudden pile up of work..
I need a break!
Blog address changed, i questioned, and a time out card given, there goes the planning effort for 3rd sept down the drain, FUCK MY LIFE
I need a break!
Blog address changed, i questioned, and a time out card given, there goes the planning effort for 3rd sept down the drain, FUCK MY LIFE
friendsforever;
5:48 PM
5:48 PM
Friday, August 19, 2011
HER: Can we just go to facebook and put in a relationship with each other? So that
It got me on Cloud 9 and sky high, but we do have to understand that we ain't able to do just that at this moment, for a greater cause..
Love you from me...
What experience should i buy this time for you?
It got me on Cloud 9 and sky high, but we do have to understand that we ain't able to do just that at this moment, for a greater cause..
Love you from me...
What experience should i buy this time for you?
friendsforever;
3:33 PM
3:33 PM
Monday, August 15, 2011
No matter how hard i try or what i do,
i do understand that it remain there for a very long time,
Or else, it's forever.
But i really hope that you understand that i really didn't meant for all of those to happen. But it did, sadly.
You have been very cold towards me, and have been very cruel with your words to me. But Baby, i really still do love you and no matter how hard i try, i am sorry i ain't able to leave or to 'unlove' you no matter how hard i try.
Day and Night, you have never left my thoughts for a moment. I can't concentrate on the things i need to do.... PLEASE COME BACK..
When i saw you ytd, i really hoped for time to hold so that i could enjoy the time spent with you. I really did appreciate every single moment spent with you, and i love it simply..
I understand that you believe the Tarrot Card readings on our relationship's outcome as a failure, and i am not saying that i do not believe in it...i am just merely trying to prove it all wrong.
"There was a prediction, that this man will die... and he did BUT he came back to life the next second."
"GOD gave us heart to feel and a brain to think on our own, it's for us to decide on our fate, he can of course lay a path but whether to walk that path or to create another for ourselves depends on us."
SUZANNE, please have faith in us, somehow or another we will be able to overcome tough obstacle...
SUZANNE, 我爱你
i do understand that it remain there for a very long time,
Or else, it's forever.
But i really hope that you understand that i really didn't meant for all of those to happen. But it did, sadly.
You have been very cold towards me, and have been very cruel with your words to me. But Baby, i really still do love you and no matter how hard i try, i am sorry i ain't able to leave or to 'unlove' you no matter how hard i try.
Day and Night, you have never left my thoughts for a moment. I can't concentrate on the things i need to do.... PLEASE COME BACK..
When i saw you ytd, i really hoped for time to hold so that i could enjoy the time spent with you. I really did appreciate every single moment spent with you, and i love it simply..
I understand that you believe the Tarrot Card readings on our relationship's outcome as a failure, and i am not saying that i do not believe in it...i am just merely trying to prove it all wrong.
"There was a prediction, that this man will die... and he did BUT he came back to life the next second."
"GOD gave us heart to feel and a brain to think on our own, it's for us to decide on our fate, he can of course lay a path but whether to walk that path or to create another for ourselves depends on us."
SUZANNE, please have faith in us, somehow or another we will be able to overcome tough obstacle...
SUZANNE, 我爱你
friendsforever;
4:52 PM
4:52 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
My men came to me today...
And said...
"Sir...can you not work till so late and being so tired everyday?"
I replied,
"Sorry bro, i can't... there's too much things to settle."
Him,
"The platoon doesn't wanna see their PC looking so exhausted everyday."
My reply,
"It's okay, as long as they appreciate what i am doing... as long as people do appreciate i don't mind... it's my passion, my purpose."
Him,
"You should try hanging out more often, so that you can spend more time with her, leave work aside. No point getting so stressed up with work and your temper will worsen too"
My reply,
"Bro, i just lost her due to my temper"
And it continues.... so on so forth..but thanks for the nice concern, i think it's more than enough for me to carry on.
I made Suzanne my life, even though it was just a short 2 months
My time were mostly spent with her
I was easily jealous, and i changed..
I lost my temper, my cool and my mind,
I held her fist so tight, and it hurt her
I pulled her so hard and she fell(MY HEART BROKE)
I wasn't pretending to be concern towards you baby, i was really sincerely concerned..
I am really sorry, don't leave me.
I promise that none of these will happen again, i really mean it.
Come back to me please..
I want to be your boyfriend Suzanne... i really do :(
And said...
"Sir...can you not work till so late and being so tired everyday?"
I replied,
"Sorry bro, i can't... there's too much things to settle."
Him,
"The platoon doesn't wanna see their PC looking so exhausted everyday."
My reply,
"It's okay, as long as they appreciate what i am doing... as long as people do appreciate i don't mind... it's my passion, my purpose."
Him,
"You should try hanging out more often, so that you can spend more time with her, leave work aside. No point getting so stressed up with work and your temper will worsen too"
My reply,
"Bro, i just lost her due to my temper"
And it continues.... so on so forth..but thanks for the nice concern, i think it's more than enough for me to carry on.
I made Suzanne my life, even though it was just a short 2 months
My time were mostly spent with her
I was easily jealous, and i changed..
I lost my temper, my cool and my mind,
I held her fist so tight, and it hurt her
I pulled her so hard and she fell(MY HEART BROKE)
I wasn't pretending to be concern towards you baby, i was really sincerely concerned..
I am really sorry, don't leave me.
I promise that none of these will happen again, i really mean it.
Come back to me please..
I want to be your boyfriend Suzanne... i really do :(
friendsforever;
7:31 PM
You asked in the beginning on this video of mine... i found it... just for you
*I really wish to perform in a bar so badly again.....*
7:31 PM
Tuesday, August 09, 2011
You asked in the beginning on this video of mine... i found it... just for you
*I really wish to perform in a bar so badly again.....*
friendsforever;
9:32 PM
It is very hard for me to put this full stop to the end of this chapter in my life.
Somehow i can't bear to let it go,...好辛苦很痛苦 伤痛了你 对不起 我爱你
I wonder what have i not done enough for both of us...
I guess after all that i have done is down the drain, cos of the words that i have said, the pain i had inflicted..
i didn't meant for it to happen, i just didn't want you to walk out of my life, didn't want you to leave
i held you back so hard, you felt hurt
i pulled you back cos i didn't want you to walk away
but you fell
你伤到，我心痛， 我不是故意的。。。对不起
I am sorry, though john is of the past but when i see anything tt i have got to do with him, i felt uncomfortable, when i saw you texting him i lost my cool..
Nevertheless, i still love you so much even till now when you so decided to leave my side.
if you give me another chance, which i doubt so, i will never use any strength anymore
i will let you walk away when you are angry
9:32 PM
It is very hard for me to put this full stop to the end of this chapter in my life.
Somehow i can't bear to let it go,...好辛苦很痛苦 伤痛了你 对不起 我爱你
I wonder what have i not done enough for both of us...
I guess after all that i have done is down the drain, cos of the words that i have said, the pain i had inflicted..
i didn't meant for it to happen, i just didn't want you to walk out of my life, didn't want you to leave
i held you back so hard, you felt hurt
i pulled you back cos i didn't want you to walk away
but you fell
你伤到，我心痛， 我不是故意的。。。对不起
I am sorry, though john is of the past but when i see anything tt i have got to do with him, i felt uncomfortable, when i saw you texting him i lost my cool..
Nevertheless, i still love you so much even till now when you so decided to leave my side.
if you give me another chance, which i doubt so, i will never use any strength anymore
i will let you walk away when you are angry
friendsforever;
9:03 PM
9:03 PM
Broken the code of conduct, mentioned the words of anger, done the unforgivable, end of a short chapter.
It's really over this time.
I told the man up there recently, my temper has improved tremendously and i am ready to face any challenges, here came one.
and i failed it terribly...
I realized, if a girl choose to walk away, let her be... once she has cool it, she will be right back.
WILL NEVER DO IT AGAIN, I PROMISE
It's really over this time.
I told the man up there recently, my temper has improved tremendously and i am ready to face any challenges, here came one.
and i failed it terribly...
I realized, if a girl choose to walk away, let her be... once she has cool it, she will be right back.
WILL NEVER DO IT AGAIN, I PROMISE
friendsforever;
2:32 PM
2:32 PM