Monday, July 03, 2006
todae i had classes till 1pm... gosh it was damn bloody hell boring but i still managed to survuved thru.. erm.. did my project and lab tutor said i was doing perfectly fine.. kinda happi abt it..
seriously.. many things have been going thru and across my mind.. it seems tt i haven forgotten abt nicole..it's been 3 months ?? but haiz... wad can i do man ??? we haven been realli toking except for todae... esp much abt 3/4 smses... abt her race.. well congrats den.. haiz.. damn stress ar..
i always tell my bros wad to do dun feel sad and when they are feeling down i go over to their hse and acc them... make sure they ok if not pei them
but whenever i'm feeling low..i'm alone.. not be cos they dun care abt mi but they are plain lazy they just dun wanna come over my hse and pei mi... zzzz...
i thot i have forgotten abt her... but everytime.. when ppl mention db..or i walk pass the stadium,reservoir or the pool.. i always have memories of mi seeing her there.. even outside the lib cos this are the places i'm so used to seeing her... or whenever the train or bus passes by her place.. gosh tt feeling sux.. totally... i dunno wad to do how to manage it or how to get over and done with it ?
my heart!!......... it feels as though it damn empty... an eMpTy_h3ArT... real empty.. it' like there a millions of ppl standing on it... it feels so.... crushed ???
even until now.. i carn stop sit and have a clear thought..
bball or polo..
i wanna give neither of them up
i wanna excel in both
both are my life my soul and my happiness
i feel the satisfaction when i'm playing them.. it feels so... good ???
my throat's dry... heart's empty.. mind is cloudy, my soul is uncertain and my life is messy
GOD!!?? why me??
i carn stay in simei anymore.. fuk man.. i will miss simei.. i dun wanna move..
i wan my dad and mum to be with mi.. i hate the feeling of being alone..bro is sailing..
mum's sick... dad's working...i look after my sis... but... i dun get to go back simei and see dad..
i dun get to see mum at grandma's place cos i have bball polo training to attend to.. and to work..
fuk.. i feel so.. so... haha dunno wad to say..
i guess tt's it..
the more i say the sadden i will be.. haiz
life just not rite for mi
™dEs.mAtt™
seriously.. many things have been going thru and across my mind.. it seems tt i haven forgotten abt nicole..it's been 3 months ?? but haiz... wad can i do man ??? we haven been realli toking except for todae... esp much abt 3/4 smses... abt her race.. well congrats den.. haiz.. damn stress ar..
i always tell my bros wad to do dun feel sad and when they are feeling down i go over to their hse and acc them... make sure they ok if not pei them
but whenever i'm feeling low..i'm alone.. not be cos they dun care abt mi but they are plain lazy they just dun wanna come over my hse and pei mi... zzzz...
i thot i have forgotten abt her... but everytime.. when ppl mention db..or i walk pass the stadium,reservoir or the pool.. i always have memories of mi seeing her there.. even outside the lib cos this are the places i'm so used to seeing her... or whenever the train or bus passes by her place.. gosh tt feeling sux.. totally... i dunno wad to do how to manage it or how to get over and done with it ?
my heart!!......... it feels as though it damn empty... an eMpTy_h3ArT... real empty.. it' like there a millions of ppl standing on it... it feels so.... crushed ???
even until now.. i carn stop sit and have a clear thought..
bball or polo..
i wanna give neither of them up
i wanna excel in both
both are my life my soul and my happiness
i feel the satisfaction when i'm playing them.. it feels so... good ???
my throat's dry... heart's empty.. mind is cloudy, my soul is uncertain and my life is messy
GOD!!?? why me??
i carn stay in simei anymore.. fuk man.. i will miss simei.. i dun wanna move..
i wan my dad and mum to be with mi.. i hate the feeling of being alone..bro is sailing..
mum's sick... dad's working...i look after my sis... but... i dun get to go back simei and see dad..
i dun get to see mum at grandma's place cos i have bball polo training to attend to.. and to work..
fuk.. i feel so.. so... haha dunno wad to say..
i guess tt's it..
the more i say the sadden i will be.. haiz
life just not rite for mi
™dEs.mAtt™
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