Monday, October 29, 2007
past weeks have been bad
life had been harsh on me
almost dropped out of sch but hey
i'm back!!! des.matt made a come back!
i thot and wished she would be by my sidethrough this oncoming hardtimes
but well she decided to leave me yet again
:(
the worstof my life
it's started again but this time is abt me sending a smile to a friend whom met 2 yrs ago
lost contact
in the end i was mistaken as hooking up another gal
BEHIND HER BACK
total fuck up
got accused like fuck
the girl i love most my most precious little baby
is the girl who hurt me the most with her actions, words and distrust
life had been harsh on me
almost dropped out of sch but hey
i'm back!!! des.matt made a come back!
i thot and wished she would be by my sidethrough this oncoming hardtimes
but well she decided to leave me yet again
:(
the worstof my life
it's started again but this time is abt me sending a smile to a friend whom met 2 yrs ago
lost contact
in the end i was mistaken as hooking up another gal
BEHIND HER BACK
total fuck up
got accused like fuck
the girl i love most my most precious little baby
is the girl who hurt me the most with her actions, words and distrust
friendsforever;
1:22 AM
1:22 AM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
I LOST THE MOST IMPORTANT GIRL OF MY LIFE
BABY I LOVE YOU SO
BUT IT LOOKS LIKE I SCREWED IT UP THIS TIME
I'M SORRY
THE PILLAR OF STRENGTH, LOVE AND HAPPINESS HAD RUN AWAY FOR SOME OTHER GUY :(
BABY I LOVE YOU SO
BUT IT LOOKS LIKE I SCREWED IT UP THIS TIME
I'M SORRY
THE PILLAR OF STRENGTH, LOVE AND HAPPINESS HAD RUN AWAY FOR SOME OTHER GUY :(
friendsforever;
4:56 PM
4:56 PM
Friday, October 12, 2007
worked at penny black todae damn.. so tired...
shouldn't have work
erm i m missing darlin very very much
i wanna hug her now if i could
i simply love her
well... anyway
gosh the flash made my darling who's fair to be white and me who's tan to be dark -.-
and guys this is my sweetest part of life
i wish it could continue as long as i'm here
baby u nver noe how much i love u , miss u and how much i wanna hug u
baby u are too good to be true
shouldn't have work
erm i m missing darlin very very much
i wanna hug her now if i could
i simply love her
well... anyway
gosh the flash made my darling who's fair to be white and me who's tan to be dark -.-and guys this is my sweetest part of life
i wish it could continue as long as i'm here
baby u nver noe how much i love u , miss u and how much i wanna hug u
baby u are too good to be true
friendsforever;
2:47 AM
2:47 AM
Thursday, October 11, 2007
went and saw this the other day
thru my sis-in-law to be's website and decided to check it out
the result
hmmmm yea... so i guess tt explain everything ..
and well ... i have been out with darling for the past few days everything have been great!!!
i will upload the pics when i could now blogger having some stupid probs ...
gonna shift to a new web site soon
thru my sis-in-law to be's website and decided to check it out
the result
You are The Emperor
Stability, power, protection, realization; a great person.
The Emperor is the great authority figure of the Tarot, so it represents
fathers, father-figures and employers. There is a lot of aggression and violence
too.
The Emperor naturally follows the Empress. Like an infant, he is filled with enthuiasm, energy, aggression. He is direct, guileless and all too often irresistible. Unfortunately, like a baby he can also be a tyrant. Impatient, demanding, controlling. In the best of circumstances, he signifies the leader that everyone wants to follow, sitting on a throne that indicates the solid foundation of an Empire he created, loves and rules with intelligence and enthusiasm. But that throne can also be a trap, a responsibility that has the Emperor feeling restless, bored and discontent.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
hmmmm yea... so i guess tt explain everything ..
and well ... i have been out with darling for the past few days everything have been great!!!
i will upload the pics when i could now blogger having some stupid probs ...
gonna shift to a new web site soon
friendsforever;
6:07 AM
6:07 AM
Friday, October 05, 2007
here i'm ... back to home swt home after a long long day ...
well well ..
todae have been esp tiring cos i drank alot at work
now i'm fine
wasn't drunk at all but was very tipsy
hmm
we had a big function going on not big but consider it as an important one
so.... the organiser hu's also my bar's share holder started to ask me to drink with him
first wasn't bad
1 gls of beer
then
3 vodka orange
3 j.w green label
3 gls of champagne
2 gls of red wine which suk
3 tequila shots
3 sambuca shots
and was the only bartender in the bar most of the time ... working in a island bar is sure crazy ...
i can cope though .. just tt i felt i was superman =p
haha
darling is real sad now...
it's for u honey
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning, yeah
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest powers In lonely hours
The tears devour you
Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes '
Cause it's standing rightbefore you
All that you need will surely come
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
[chorus]
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to live like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
darling jan i love u so much
well well ..
todae have been esp tiring cos i drank alot at work
now i'm fine
wasn't drunk at all but was very tipsy
hmm
we had a big function going on not big but consider it as an important one
so.... the organiser hu's also my bar's share holder started to ask me to drink with him
first wasn't bad
1 gls of beer
then
3 vodka orange
3 j.w green label
3 gls of champagne
2 gls of red wine which suk
3 tequila shots
3 sambuca shots
and was the only bartender in the bar most of the time ... working in a island bar is sure crazy ...
i can cope though .. just tt i felt i was superman =p
haha
darling is real sad now...
it's for u honey
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning, yeah
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest powers In lonely hours
The tears devour you
Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes '
Cause it's standing rightbefore you
All that you need will surely come
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
[chorus]
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to live like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
darling jan i love u so much
friendsforever;
4:28 AM
4:28 AM
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
it's 2nd of oct
before tt wanna wish everyone happy childrens day
oh how i rmbed the times when i was in primary sch
children day was what all of us kids looked forward to be it going out with family
or looking forward to mummy's cooking
going to playgrounds with your 'best buds'
i'm glad till now i still have them
but too big for play grounds
wad memories ...
if only i could turn back time
hmmmm 2nd oct
honey's slping right now
just managed to put her to slp
she is my baby and will be my baby
for as long as i can hug her to slp
nothing is forever
cos i'm not immortal
i finally get something tt i realli want
i will cherish this baby of mine
i stroke her to slp
and even wanted me to tell her some sweet bed time story
awwww ... my baby
haha
well i did .. it sure took a lot of brain wrecking ideas to compose a sweet , unprepared bedtime story
love ya honey
before tt wanna wish everyone happy childrens day
oh how i rmbed the times when i was in primary sch
children day was what all of us kids looked forward to be it going out with family
or looking forward to mummy's cooking
going to playgrounds with your 'best buds'
i'm glad till now i still have them
but too big for play grounds
wad memories ...
if only i could turn back time
hmmmm 2nd oct
honey's slping right now
just managed to put her to slp
she is my baby and will be my baby
for as long as i can hug her to slp
nothing is forever
cos i'm not immortal
i finally get something tt i realli want
i will cherish this baby of mine
i stroke her to slp
and even wanted me to tell her some sweet bed time story
awwww ... my baby
haha
well i did .. it sure took a lot of brain wrecking ideas to compose a sweet , unprepared bedtime story
love ya honey
friendsforever;
6:05 AM
6:05 AM