Wednesday, June 30, 2010
feeling so awkard suddenly, that somehow life seems so boring suddenly
nothing much ....
nothing much ....
friendsforever;
12:31 AM
12:31 AM
Monday, June 21, 2010
it seems like life have been kinda boring, army kinda took away the once exciting life i had ... it seems now the best place to be in is either home (watching plenty of movie/drama) or in camp working like a workaholic , meeting up with brothers and friends no longer part of the past regime we had which revolved around gaming mah jong bball, cycling and having heart to heart talks. the past of working odd jobs together no doubt brought back little income for us , nevertheless, life was plentiful and enjoyable. now it's drinking or a short supper together .
i guess i have to admit that everyone, all of us have grown up and our own responsibility is the top concern at the moment. sometimes we are too busy to even met up a for problem/trouble sharing session ..
it's a fact that life have changed for all of us and it will be worst as we age on.
with another blink of an eye brothers will slowly start their family and walk the path.
this path currently is lonely... very
somehow i hope i can study anytime soon but the fact that grades were rock bottom and ranking isn't that good, part-timing would be of the only solution for the time being .
it's hard to juggle between work and studies... and i wouldn't wanna get back to it again. the exhaustion/mental stress/ and the impact on the physical :(
going to that extrme , means abs. no time for family, friends and etc ..
it's kinda fustrating isn't it ?
i believe someday things will work out, I JUST NEED TO START WORKING ON MY DREAMS AND THOUGHTS instead of just planning and no execution
....................
i guess i have to admit that everyone, all of us have grown up and our own responsibility is the top concern at the moment. sometimes we are too busy to even met up a for problem/trouble sharing session ..
it's a fact that life have changed for all of us and it will be worst as we age on.
with another blink of an eye brothers will slowly start their family and walk the path.
this path currently is lonely... very
somehow i hope i can study anytime soon but the fact that grades were rock bottom and ranking isn't that good, part-timing would be of the only solution for the time being .
it's hard to juggle between work and studies... and i wouldn't wanna get back to it again. the exhaustion/mental stress/ and the impact on the physical :(
going to that extrme , means abs. no time for family, friends and etc ..
it's kinda fustrating isn't it ?
i believe someday things will work out, I JUST NEED TO START WORKING ON MY DREAMS AND THOUGHTS instead of just planning and no execution
....................
friendsforever;
2:11 AM
2:11 AM
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
i'm back....
i wonder who's passer by and someone . oh well, to passerby, my birthday wasn't that great, but it's fine. someone - thanks for your comments and thoughts and greatly appreciate that :D
4 months had months had past and time do truly flies with a blink of an eye though.
have already commission and posted to my new unit, and it has been great! at least better than OCS i guess...
i wasn't prepared to commission as an officer as life would totally be different, as in an over-night kinda thing.
first we were cadets taking instructions and next we are commissioned officers the very next day and giving instructions. oh well i guess i managed that part of cultural shock and so did my fellow course mates.
months had past and there's quite an amt of things and lessons, experiences that i've encountered and learnt, quite a load-full .
GUARDS CONVERSION COURSE was from 25thmay to 10th jun, it was tough and challenging, but i went thru it and hence i'm a GUARDSMEN now :D
attended my elder bro's wedding and was happy for him, an elder brother of mine happily married , LOVE HIM SO MUCH and if only dad could stay thru his wedding.
my relative were all asking... "des, so when's your turn ?" gosh, all i can say is i dunno i dunno and i dunno cos right now i'm single :D
but all i know is mine would be a nice, romantice, beautiful military wedding and it will be in fullerton(u get what i mean) :D
oh ya! did i mention my sis grad from poly ? yup she did , and i'm happy for her too.
this family is totally out everywhere we hadn't spent a nice time together like those of memories many years back ... if only, my family could come back one day to really be able to get along well, and laugh at every single matter laid out.
everyone's keeping things to themselves and the family has lost its joy and laughter since the many years back.
i hope there will be a solution for me soon...
work's getting smoother and i hope someday somehow, i'm able to prove my worth, though it had been proven during my course, but i wanna it to be bigger.
who isn't greedy and hungry for the word success and accomplishment...
i wonder who's passer by and someone . oh well, to passerby, my birthday wasn't that great, but it's fine. someone - thanks for your comments and thoughts and greatly appreciate that :D
4 months had months had past and time do truly flies with a blink of an eye though.
have already commission and posted to my new unit, and it has been great! at least better than OCS i guess...
i wasn't prepared to commission as an officer as life would totally be different, as in an over-night kinda thing.
first we were cadets taking instructions and next we are commissioned officers the very next day and giving instructions. oh well i guess i managed that part of cultural shock and so did my fellow course mates.
months had past and there's quite an amt of things and lessons, experiences that i've encountered and learnt, quite a load-full .
GUARDS CONVERSION COURSE was from 25thmay to 10th jun, it was tough and challenging, but i went thru it and hence i'm a GUARDSMEN now :D
attended my elder bro's wedding and was happy for him, an elder brother of mine happily married , LOVE HIM SO MUCH and if only dad could stay thru his wedding.
my relative were all asking... "des, so when's your turn ?" gosh, all i can say is i dunno i dunno and i dunno cos right now i'm single :D
but all i know is mine would be a nice, romantice, beautiful military wedding and it will be in fullerton(u get what i mean) :D
oh ya! did i mention my sis grad from poly ? yup she did , and i'm happy for her too.
this family is totally out everywhere we hadn't spent a nice time together like those of memories many years back ... if only, my family could come back one day to really be able to get along well, and laugh at every single matter laid out.
everyone's keeping things to themselves and the family has lost its joy and laughter since the many years back.
i hope there will be a solution for me soon...
work's getting smoother and i hope someday somehow, i'm able to prove my worth, though it had been proven during my course, but i wanna it to be bigger.
who isn't greedy and hungry for the word success and accomplishment...
friendsforever;
9:28 PM
9:28 PM