Monday, May 26, 2008
friendsforever;
8:45 PM
8:45 PM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
5:40 AM i still carn seem to slp i wonder wadz happening to me right now.
total screwed up sleeping disorder!
baby came to find me ytd while i was at work, she seemed so tired, had headache and fever. i'm so touched she still came to look for me :)
love ya baby, pls rest well :(
i enjoyed my 1st month with baby, n we went out on the 19th since she was off and i was supposed to report to work at 9pm...
of cos things screwed up at home wasn't in a good mood and baby suffered from it. i carn seem to control my temper these days i truly sincerely wonder y...
am i getting from bad to worst ?
SIGH, i guess will have to change it back to normal before baby decides to leave cos she carn tolerate my nonsense anymore.
i miss baby so much.
BABY I MISS U :(
i have been flaring like mad these days while at work, putting new moves into my routine and i can say i got abt 5 flares ?
yup yup, work's tiring, school's stressful, but i guess it's all worth while. and wad more can i ask ?
i have the sweetest, lovliest, caring gf ever EMILYNN my baby :)
i wish we'll last i will put my best effort into it :)
i'm worried for my future ! =/ wanna make baby the happiest girl on earth, give her a comfy life, and my family too. but can i do it ?
YES I WILL. 'LL DO MY UTMOST BEST TO ACHIEVE IT =)
baby bought me first month present , a zippo lighter BABY I LOVE IT LOTSS!! LOVE YA HUN =)
sorry darling i couldn't get anything for u. thank u so much for being so understanding honey love ya
total screwed up sleeping disorder!
baby came to find me ytd while i was at work, she seemed so tired, had headache and fever. i'm so touched she still came to look for me :)
love ya baby, pls rest well :(
i enjoyed my 1st month with baby, n we went out on the 19th since she was off and i was supposed to report to work at 9pm...
of cos things screwed up at home wasn't in a good mood and baby suffered from it. i carn seem to control my temper these days i truly sincerely wonder y...
am i getting from bad to worst ?
SIGH, i guess will have to change it back to normal before baby decides to leave cos she carn tolerate my nonsense anymore.
i miss baby so much.
BABY I MISS U :(
i have been flaring like mad these days while at work, putting new moves into my routine and i can say i got abt 5 flares ?
yup yup, work's tiring, school's stressful, but i guess it's all worth while. and wad more can i ask ?
i have the sweetest, lovliest, caring gf ever EMILYNN my baby :)
i wish we'll last i will put my best effort into it :)
i'm worried for my future ! =/ wanna make baby the happiest girl on earth, give her a comfy life, and my family too. but can i do it ?
YES I WILL. 'LL DO MY UTMOST BEST TO ACHIEVE IT =)
baby bought me first month present , a zippo lighter BABY I LOVE IT LOTSS!! LOVE YA HUN =)
sorry darling i couldn't get anything for u. thank u so much for being so understanding honey love ya
friendsforever;
5:40 AM
5:40 AM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
MAY 20TH
our first month.
thank you so much baby :) it have been very nice, sweet loving time u gave me
understanding thoughtful and care u gave me
i hope it continues as long as GOD knows
baby i LOVE ya so much
it seems no matter how tired, down or fuck - up i felt. it seems u were always there for me my dear :)
thank u so much baby
i love you!
our first month.
thank you so much baby :) it have been very nice, sweet loving time u gave me
understanding thoughtful and care u gave me
i hope it continues as long as GOD knows
baby i LOVE ya so much
it seems no matter how tired, down or fuck - up i felt. it seems u were always there for me my dear :)
thank u so much baby
i love you!
friendsforever;
1:05 AM
1:05 AM
Friday, May 16, 2008
finally i managed to find some energy to blog. like duh!
well well first of all baby and i started out on 20/05/08 ! =)
yup yup EMILYNN's my girl, baby, sweetheart, darling, dearie...
work have been so tiring esp after i took on the role of 2nd bar IC... oh it sucks terribly.
i have to stop being playful, stop doing all the silly stuff. have to act OLD :(
wad to do i'm the youngest in the bar. i'm like 20 and the next youngest would be like 22... damn damn damn
work and school it seems so easy. but it's really tiring. you wouldn't wanna live the life i'm living now. sucks! everydae with those aching backs, sores on the necks. wobbly legs. sleepy eyes.
no time even for baby :(
but i'm so glad baby's sooooooooooooooooooooo understanding.
thanks my dear :) love ya so much!
baby is so nice to me, coming to my work place to meet me for dinner . worst something she has to wait up to 30 mins like todae . sorry darling :(
had dinner with her, 2 sticks of cigg before i head back to work.
sometimes baby waited for me kinda long and all i could afford is tt 5 mins of smoke break and back to the bar .i miss baby so much really so much
BABY's the best!
1. she's sweet
2. she's understanding
3. she's loving.
4. thoughtful, caring, kind(so much so tt i get pissed :) ...)
5. always worrying for me, worrying tt my pocket would be tight. and we got to argue over the simplest things ' payment of food etc etc etc '
6. which girl would ever care if the bf is tired and need rest, not disturbing his slp but always ponder and hope for his presence. ( baby forgive me, i'm trying my best but it's not good enough :(... )
7. sleeps very little so as to accompany me when i have tt 24 hrs of day off.
8. massage me when i'm tired
gosh the list will get longer so i just have to simply stop typing. my fingers are tired =)
SIMPLY she's the nicest, best, sweetest girl :)
baby this is for you....
I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..I will be strong I will be faithful 'cos I'm counting on
A new beginningA reason for living
A deeper meaning
Chorus
I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry.
.The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest powerIn lonely hours
The tears devour you
Chorus
BridgeOh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
truly madly deeply do...
P.S BABY I LOVE YOU =) i'm always missing u like mad....... :(
well well first of all baby and i started out on 20/05/08 ! =)
yup yup EMILYNN's my girl, baby, sweetheart, darling, dearie...
work have been so tiring esp after i took on the role of 2nd bar IC... oh it sucks terribly.
i have to stop being playful, stop doing all the silly stuff. have to act OLD :(
wad to do i'm the youngest in the bar. i'm like 20 and the next youngest would be like 22... damn damn damn
work and school it seems so easy. but it's really tiring. you wouldn't wanna live the life i'm living now. sucks! everydae with those aching backs, sores on the necks. wobbly legs. sleepy eyes.
no time even for baby :(
but i'm so glad baby's sooooooooooooooooooooo understanding.
thanks my dear :) love ya so much!
baby is so nice to me, coming to my work place to meet me for dinner . worst something she has to wait up to 30 mins like todae . sorry darling :(
had dinner with her, 2 sticks of cigg before i head back to work.
sometimes baby waited for me kinda long and all i could afford is tt 5 mins of smoke break and back to the bar .i miss baby so much really so much
BABY's the best!
1. she's sweet
2. she's understanding
3. she's loving.
4. thoughtful, caring, kind(so much so tt i get pissed :) ...)
5. always worrying for me, worrying tt my pocket would be tight. and we got to argue over the simplest things ' payment of food etc etc etc '
6. which girl would ever care if the bf is tired and need rest, not disturbing his slp but always ponder and hope for his presence. ( baby forgive me, i'm trying my best but it's not good enough :(... )
7. sleeps very little so as to accompany me when i have tt 24 hrs of day off.
8. massage me when i'm tired
gosh the list will get longer so i just have to simply stop typing. my fingers are tired =)
SIMPLY she's the nicest, best, sweetest girl :)
baby this is for you....
I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..I will be strong I will be faithful 'cos I'm counting on
A new beginningA reason for living
A deeper meaning
Chorus
I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry.
.The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest powerIn lonely hours
The tears devour you
Chorus
BridgeOh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
truly madly deeply do...
P.S BABY I LOVE YOU =) i'm always missing u like mad....... :(
friendsforever;
5:31 AM
5:31 AM