just talk to alwyn(lta)

he told me , my strength's my weakness only when i'm able to over come my weakness, then there will be my strength

he always told me "jian dan jiu shi mei (simplicity is beauty)"

he told me to be confident and do what i normally do, even before all those crabs/senior officer

i must learn to think of ppl mindset/thinking/what's going on their mind

i mus learn to make painful decision to have something sacrificed for something to succeed...

i must know what i'm thinking, there after things will take place by itself

he mentioned my desire to win and outshine everyone is so strong that it became my weakness

i hope i will get things right by PRO TERM


i'm in doubt of my own capabilities

he told me that i wasn't involved in platoon's exercise and was to be enemy and do someting totally not in the same lvl or path with the rest cos i was the driving force behind them . he took me out to see my mates could handle stuff without my presence, unfortunately he said... they couldn't ...

i hope one day i can be stronger, sand pull everyone along with me to be stronger ...
i wanna be recognised ........................

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