well well well it has a long time since i last blogged... abt 1 month ?"
this 1 month gosh it's like fuck hmmm not really i guess it's just tt my gf broke up with me with the reason that her mum dun allow us to be together haiz... but still i carn accept this reason for the brk up... it hurts mi so much , i had no choice but to accept her decision. it has been a long time since i found a gal like her hu makes me so happy everytime i see her, we do quarrel every month it's like only once a month we quarrel ??? and fuck man it's not like we quarrel every single time or wad. tt's so arggghhhh....

nahz forget abt it, completely moodless, the love that once occupies my heart and make my everydae life wonderfully good. it's now gone, completely shattered, shattered shattered shattered. fuck fuck fuck!! feeling so low now really low.

forget abt this next few things to update

term test results are out and i failed cktcs and net fund dunno ab my pedrive results... i dun understand y she wanted to have a brk up esp on the first dae of my paper and ironically i failed my majors... shit man gonna have a hard time catchin up again...

next

i rarely work at sitel now, i'm into bar tending, it's tough rmbering all the cocktails recipe and stuff but still it's enjoying and fun. full of excitement
the bros at forbidden city are the best.. i got a very good mentor his name is am even though his expectations are very high but still haha i will learn more rite guys ??? soon i'm gonna catch up with him and weet!!!! haha i hope i will be better than him so tt he would be proud of mi!!!
the name list
am
astri
hazmi
hafiz
hanis
dee dee
hairul

yup yup yup all the part timers!!!! gogogo!!!!

now my feelings completely mixed up sad and happiness
upset cos my heart's empty
happy cos i enjoy my work

yup yup yup

sorry abt tt guys, haven been updating much but i will try my best to update much more often alrite ("p)

signing off

dEsmAtT™

friendsforever;
2:39 AM