3:10pm in lab
20-1-44
life's boring
to me it only seems that cocoon is where my true self is
no more polo
no more bb
the past i used to be so busy
now
it's seems lonely
it seems boring
with no purpose
the once sportsman
is now a slacker

the end with mind
to be fitter
stronger
better
faster
to carve my name out in sports

it only seems when flaring with music
all problems seems to fade
even now.. my hearts keeps on ponder
my mind keeps on wandering
i wanna have a holidae
out of sg
to a much more slow moving pace
enjoyable
relaxing
bla bla bla

the once busy me
with polo
bball
bartending
and school

2 quarters of my life have been taken away
i guess i carn wait for treatment anymore
i rather start pushing all over again
but something i must cut down
SMOKING
sometimes smoking do help even though it's just an addiction
smoking is bad for health but it seems as your bestest partner
seems contradicting huh
yea i agree too

tonite i'm working again
tired but at least i feel good
looked at shah's flare
after that ming kiat
nasir
fauzy

they are improving too fast that i couldn't keep up with them
damn....


went to arena last nite with nestor nasir his gf, fish
came shah, benny and fauzy
had a nice party
drank kinda lot... first time i puke after drinking
guess i drank too much

i felt so high, so high that all troubles seems to have gone
i love it so much

starting work at 7...
gonna get drunk again tonite
yea man...
drink and flare
new slogan!

i wonder who's reading my blog
dun think so...
if only.. ... ... ... ...
i could have someone to tok to... really..
i miss my 149 brothers
forbidden tenders
her
dad
daniel
diane
and
MUM =(

MUM i seriously miss ya... can u come back to life and
i can spend all the times i din with u again ??



mum all of a sudden came back into my mind because lately everything i see or hear it's all abt family
mothers love
cancer and fuck! enough

friendsforever;
3:12 PM