work was fine ytd... so was on fri
met up with am khai hanis shah and fauzy thurs 3 am after work...
before that met up with nest and fish for double o
and even before that met her and sent her home, she was tipsy

max showed me some routine and told me to use it alrite n i have integrated into my routine... end up still have one routine.

bartender of the yr ? yes no ?? i dunno......

she still needs time i guess.. nothin much...
quarrelled with her again ??? nothin seems right ytd
shaker kept slipping from my hand esp when the drinks are done...
next thing i noe, it slipped and boom, all gone
took tiger from fridge bar light dropped
flare and btl drop
and bar trick of the yr!
to get the f u c king spd pourer out of the btl without brking it..

enough of work
just woke up... first thing i checked... did she tried contacting mi? ans's no!
looks like things will never work out btw us
she's not trying to make the effort btw us
or maybe she just wouldn't wan to....
i'm so tired
sick of eveerythinnngggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

damn

des.mattt

friendsforever;
7:44 PM