5:40 AM i still carn seem to slp i wonder wadz happening to me right now.
total screwed up sleeping disorder!

baby came to find me ytd while i was at work, she seemed so tired, had headache and fever. i'm so touched she still came to look for me :)
love ya baby, pls rest well :(

i enjoyed my 1st month with baby, n we went out on the 19th since she was off and i was supposed to report to work at 9pm...
of cos things screwed up at home wasn't in a good mood and baby suffered from it. i carn seem to control my temper these days i truly sincerely wonder y...
am i getting from bad to worst ?
SIGH, i guess will have to change it back to normal before baby decides to leave cos she carn tolerate my nonsense anymore.
i miss baby so much.

BABY I MISS U :(

i have been flaring like mad these days while at work, putting new moves into my routine and i can say i got abt 5 flares ?
yup yup, work's tiring, school's stressful, but i guess it's all worth while. and wad more can i ask ?
i have the sweetest, lovliest, caring gf ever EMILYNN my baby :)

i wish we'll last i will put my best effort into it :)

i'm worried for my future ! =/ wanna make baby the happiest girl on earth, give her a comfy life, and my family too. but can i do it ?
YES I WILL. 'LL DO MY UTMOST BEST TO ACHIEVE IT =)

baby bought me first month present , a zippo lighter BABY I LOVE IT LOTSS!! LOVE YA HUN =)

sorry darling i couldn't get anything for u. thank u so much for being so understanding honey love ya

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