Tuesday, August 18, 2009
today's post is specially for someone special to me ...
LIM KE XIN , EMILYNN...
OUR BIO-DATA ...
got attached : 20th april 2008
broke-up : 26th may 2009
this girlfriend of mine , have been the best .
too bad , i wasn't attentive enough , sensitive to her feelings and thoughtful enough . i lost her away to someone else who was able to do what i couldn't do
she was the best ! seriously , no one knows her better than i do , no one regret more than me , no one thinks about her more than i do, I'M VERY VERY SURE . BECAUSE i'm able to tell everyone out there that she's in my mind heart and soul every single moment... sec, mins, day, week, month ever since i knew her
it was just that i didn't show it out but kept it deep down in my heart... i didn't let her know
my bros know me the best!
guys doesn't like their girl to club that's why they dun allow their girls to club.
1. i was afraid i ain't good enough and she will leave me for another guy if i allowed to keep clubbing or work night life (guys will always approach girls esp when the latter are beautiful just like my ex .... but she's still my baby ...)
2. i'm worried for her as i'm not with her and i wouldn't know what's going to happen , i'm too protective over her
after seeing so many fights going in nightlife . i was simply AFRAID
A. i didn't gave her the reason why i dun allow her to club, but she still could understand how i feel. though when we quarrel she will club. she's different , she clubs cos she loves to dance and dancing helps de-stress for her .
B. which girl would travel all the way down to the bf's workplace , when she has school the next day or work at 9am ? my baby did , she would come down after 12am normally with hot steaming supper for me , cos she was afraid i would be hungry and she misses me so much she wanted to see me . she's much better than all those out there. it was always surprise and unfortunately , she normally would wait for an hour before she could surprise me when i'm about to smoke. the longest she waited 12am till 4am ... now tell me which girl can be better than her ?
C. she would always send me to work and get home by herself no matter how tired is she . she would also wait till 6 am by her phone no matter how tired she was and what time is school or work , so that she couold hear my voice .
D. which girl can tolerate a man's temper as bad as mine ? unfortunately ... very little
E. she stayed awake thru oput the night when i was really sleep , wiping me down with a washed warm cloth , taping me to sleep ?
F. would be worrieid if i have enough money, hence would always wanna pay her share in everything . she's worried if i had enough sleep, taken my meals bla bla bla . she understands me , hence she would always make the effort to travel down, from amk to tampiness, 1 hour plus of bus train bus and walking distance. she would wait patiently for my call when i wake up.
there are many more, A to Z will not be enough though ..
cos she has been the most wonderful girl in my life ...
and I REALLY DO LOVE HER ALOT EVEN TILL NOW...
ppl...i have been begging her to come back but it seems i'm too useless...
i'm a bad bf ...
i'm really to change and i'm changing to be a better man
i want her back
i wanna show her everything that's in my heart and mind
i'm not going to keep ot anymore
i need you back ...
u complete my life baby ...
i really mean it
LIM KE XIN , EMILYNN...
OUR BIO-DATA ...
got attached : 20th april 2008
broke-up : 26th may 2009
this girlfriend of mine , have been the best .
too bad , i wasn't attentive enough , sensitive to her feelings and thoughtful enough . i lost her away to someone else who was able to do what i couldn't do
she was the best ! seriously , no one knows her better than i do , no one regret more than me , no one thinks about her more than i do, I'M VERY VERY SURE . BECAUSE i'm able to tell everyone out there that she's in my mind heart and soul every single moment... sec, mins, day, week, month ever since i knew her
it was just that i didn't show it out but kept it deep down in my heart... i didn't let her know
my bros know me the best!
guys doesn't like their girl to club that's why they dun allow their girls to club.
1. i was afraid i ain't good enough and she will leave me for another guy if i allowed to keep clubbing or work night life (guys will always approach girls esp when the latter are beautiful just like my ex .... but she's still my baby ...)
2. i'm worried for her as i'm not with her and i wouldn't know what's going to happen , i'm too protective over her
after seeing so many fights going in nightlife . i was simply AFRAID
A. i didn't gave her the reason why i dun allow her to club, but she still could understand how i feel. though when we quarrel she will club. she's different , she clubs cos she loves to dance and dancing helps de-stress for her .
B. which girl would travel all the way down to the bf's workplace , when she has school the next day or work at 9am ? my baby did , she would come down after 12am normally with hot steaming supper for me , cos she was afraid i would be hungry and she misses me so much she wanted to see me . she's much better than all those out there. it was always surprise and unfortunately , she normally would wait for an hour before she could surprise me when i'm about to smoke. the longest she waited 12am till 4am ... now tell me which girl can be better than her ?
C. she would always send me to work and get home by herself no matter how tired is she . she would also wait till 6 am by her phone no matter how tired she was and what time is school or work , so that she couold hear my voice .
D. which girl can tolerate a man's temper as bad as mine ? unfortunately ... very little
E. she stayed awake thru oput the night when i was really sleep , wiping me down with a washed warm cloth , taping me to sleep ?
F. would be worrieid if i have enough money, hence would always wanna pay her share in everything . she's worried if i had enough sleep, taken my meals bla bla bla . she understands me , hence she would always make the effort to travel down, from amk to tampiness, 1 hour plus of bus train bus and walking distance. she would wait patiently for my call when i wake up.
there are many more, A to Z will not be enough though ..
cos she has been the most wonderful girl in my life ...
and I REALLY DO LOVE HER ALOT EVEN TILL NOW...
ppl...i have been begging her to come back but it seems i'm too useless...
i'm a bad bf ...
i'm really to change and i'm changing to be a better man
i want her back
i wanna show her everything that's in my heart and mind
i'm not going to keep ot anymore
i need you back ...
u complete my life baby ...
i really mean it
friendsforever;
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