months have past and comms parade seems to be closer everyday...
i'm amazed by how fast time flies , it seems only only days back that i was enlisted .
it seems just a week back, that i got together with her . and seem only ytd that we broke up.no matter how things seems to be/improve , it only gets worst in the end .
yes yes , i do miss her. who wouldn't ? i mean, when u have had such a loving gf yea yea?

oh well, it has all gone . ALL GONE , she told me... she will never come back.


for the past 4 months ben had been working, it seems like he's des.matt no.2 , miss my brother so much .we hardly had time to talk , let alone out to dance or have a few rounds of drinks. alcohol makes the world go round .

hadn't met 'HIA DI' for sometime too , our timings had always clashed for some reasons or another ...
everyone has different way of life now .
one would prefer thai disco
one would prefer chinese pub at boat quay
the other would prefer clubbing
and the last would prefer some chill slack place

for me ? things goes according to my mood


seeing those around me celebrating their very own birthday
i wonder how's mine gonna be like ?
will it be like theirs ? fun, enjoyable, with lots of ppl coming by to enjoy together and make the birthday girl/boy happy ?
or will it be another day out alone by the park or at work ?

i wonder when would things reach for the better ?
i can't do it alone.
lonely lonely lonely ...
i miss ma life!


GUARDS conversion should be in brunei this coming april i guess ...


i hope life will be better when i graduate from course ... ha...

I DUNNO WHAT I WANNA IN LIFE ANY 'O' MORE ....



Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man

friendsforever;
10:34 PM