it seems like life have been kinda boring, army kinda took away the once exciting life i had ... it seems now the best place to be in is either home (watching plenty of movie/drama) or in camp working like a workaholic , meeting up with brothers and friends no longer part of the past regime we had which revolved around gaming mah jong bball, cycling and having heart to heart talks. the past of working odd jobs together no doubt brought back little income for us , nevertheless, life was plentiful and enjoyable. now it's drinking or a short supper together .

i guess i have to admit that everyone, all of us have grown up and our own responsibility is the top concern at the moment. sometimes we are too busy to even met up a for problem/trouble sharing session ..
it's a fact that life have changed for all of us and it will be worst as we age on.

with another blink of an eye brothers will slowly start their family and walk the path.

this path currently is lonely... very

somehow i hope i can study anytime soon but the fact that grades were rock bottom and ranking isn't that good, part-timing would be of the only solution for the time being .
it's hard to juggle between work and studies... and i wouldn't wanna get back to it again. the exhaustion/mental stress/ and the impact on the physical :(

going to that extrme , means abs. no time for family, friends and etc ..

it's kinda fustrating isn't it ?

i believe someday things will work out, I JUST NEED TO START WORKING ON MY DREAMS AND THOUGHTS instead of just planning and no execution

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friendsforever;
2:11 AM