It is very hard for me to put this full stop to the end of this chapter in my life.
Somehow i can't bear to let it go,...好辛苦很痛苦 伤痛了你 对不起 我爱你
I wonder what have i not done enough for both of us...
I guess after all that i have done is down the drain, cos of the words that i have said, the pain i had inflicted..
i didn't meant for it to happen, i just didn't want you to walk out of my life, didn't want you to leave
i held you back so hard, you felt hurt
i pulled you back cos i didn't want you to walk away
but you fell
你伤到，我心痛， 我不是故意的。。。对不起

I am sorry, though john is of the past but when i see anything tt i have got to do with him, i felt uncomfortable, when i saw you texting him i lost my cool..

Nevertheless, i still love you so much even till now when you so decided to leave my side.
if you give me another chance, which i doubt so, i will never use any strength anymore
i will let you walk away when you are angry

friendsforever;
9:03 PM